Mixed doubles 05/09/2008

Friday evening. what a better way to start other than play tennis. went to the beautiful tennis courts at eagleridge. beautiful houses along the way. wife would love them ;) . tennis courts were under a bubble and so was my game. love playing indoors without the wind. though it was a bit sultry outside. started off great in practice. the inner badri was playing while the mind was just watching. the followthrough was complete and just pure energy. could hear the squeak in my shoes. The match began with jittery nerves, though the first point wasnt too bad. right through out the match there was a convolution of positive, negative,doubtful, anxiety,nervousness etc!!!

I had a few nervous shakes right through out the day. low BP may be :). all in all it was fun playing, being compteteive and my parter was " Go us" all the time. we came back from the brink of defeat only to be defeated but it was exciting. I didn't play anywhere close to potential. I was a nervous wreck. but hell, who cares!! There we some close calls that went against us and we didnt have the guts to argue to be nice. typical utah indian I was :) the lessons i learned was the tennis match showed me my nerves, where i took an avatar as choker fantastic and the ball was so threatening like the one in indiana jones and i was no harrison ford :) , sweaty palms, etc what else can I say.anyways awareness is said to be curative. lets see if it does ...anyways more thoughts in my next!!!